Kind of message about salah

Today i am gonna talk and confess about two different things , First about my behavior and 2nd the change in my mentality with time . I used to be very jolly very funny but i had serious issue of short temper with in no time used to get high used to break things bang hand either on mirror or punch doors and scream like hell on everyone specially with in family ao zama yo ghusse ba agha tooola Mina tol fun ba pa sar morh ko kor ke ba mei yo musibat jorh ko for no special reason but then i left home and i went abroad lived independently there and i realized a lot of things being away from home and family and with the time i realized ANGER IS MOST WORST GATYA BKWAS THING ONE CAN HAVE. Since i came back home i am more in control and i am feeling huge difference which really gives me happiness and peace . 2nd thing about the change in my mentality that happens quite recently, i wasn't very much strict to offer Salah and used to be extremely lazy bs ka set wam mood mei wo kho munz ba mei uko gani bs, Sadly this thing is extremely common in now a days youth har sa laaa takraa yu kho Munz ke dir kamzori yu.. But then a sudden death of my cousin who was just 18 years Old who used to save money to go abroad and when he went he reached happily and took tablets empty stomach and bs Allah ye aghalta Marg likaly wo Died the day he reached there, still just can't believe it can't believe it kho this really opened up my eyes about the reality of life , we just never know what's gonna come next and it's been mafhoom of Hadees " When people leave Qabristan nu the dead person can hear people's foot steps going back" and that's the time you will be asked about Salah the very first thing.. Yaar nur de raata Allah maafi uki nur Amal um har rang we Astaghfar kawayi that's Allah promise che He will keep on forgiving us kho Munz la Maafi Nishta .Please guys keep Salah on top of EVERYTHING da marg jwand es pata na lagi and ao de fitna daur ke kam se kam da Munz pabandi sara ukayi, Allah de mung tolo tha Hidayat ao Taufiq Raaqi. Ameen